Hi darling @Shaz51. Thank you for caring. I’ve been struggling quite a lot lately with my anxiety/depression regarding my girl. This estrangement but constant request for money is a roller coaster ride as each time she contacts me, my heart of hearts hopes it’s because she finally wants to see me or even just seeing how I am but is always simply about needing money. She is existing not living and it breaks my heart. A grief like no other. I’m seeing a good psychologist which is helping with providing tools to cope and allowing myself to feel what I’m feeling. Some days, like all of us experience are better than others. I’ll be okay 🙏
