Am Not Coping

[Zoe7]

@Faith-and-Hope 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Drifting off to sleep here .... but like otters do, I'm holding your hand so we can't drift apart on the ocean tides ....,

💜 💜 💜

[CheerBear]

Hi @Zoe7 - I'm walking the rainbow path between the nest and here to say hi. I've been thinking of you, reading along where I can. I can see how hard things are for you and how tired you are. I haven't posted here because I know there's often people who sit with you and I don't want to interrupt what seems helpful for you. But please know I'm here with you too.

I had a really lovely moment with kitten last night. He learnt what a bean bag was and it was hilarious. Everytime he moved a little he sunk a bit and I could see that he was kind of freaked out. But he stayed on it because whenever he moved the beans made a noise which had him hunting for what was happening inside the bag. It went for ages and had me in stitches. He looked up at me with his puss in boots eyes and reached out to me right as I was on the forum catching up on the day. I thought of you and took a photo to share. It's edited so he's not recognisable but if you get a random tag from me of a cat you'll know it's a tiger cat and I thinking of you.

I hope Toby is keeping you company. The sun is rising here as I type. It's freezing cold and really dark still but in the distance I can see the shapes of the clouds which are starting to turn pink. It will be rising where you are soon too and I hope that this morning's sunrise offers you something good for your day.

Thinking of you neighbour. Take care

💗

[Shaz51]

sending you hugs my sister @Zoe7  thinking of you xx

[Former-Member]

Hi @Zoe7

Sorry, no it wasnt here that had me feeling wound up, had a bad day yesterday in this crazy life of mine. 

Hope you managed a little bit of sleep - i got some sleep but it was broken up (as usual). Need to go to work early as its a special day today.

take care

[Pepsimax]

Thinking of you @Zoe7 keep plugging away this is what I say to myself(when I remember)

[Phoenix_Rising]

@Zoe7 I can hear how utterly exhausted and hopeless you feel right now. I can hear how much you don't know how to keep swimming anymore. It's ok to feel that way. You don't have to keep swimming when you have no energy left. Be still, breathe, and just float.

[Former-Member]

Morning @Zoe7

I just read through some of last nights posts and it seems like you are feeling really hopeless and unsure what to do, I am so glad that you tried to reach out when you feel that way that really isn't easy and I know that you struggle to say when you are really not doing well and need that support. I am around this morning to chat if you think that will help in any way even just to feel less alone in this, please keep resting and taking it easy, I am sure you feel exhausted too, I really really wish I had a magic butterfly wand to make you feel better

[Zoe7]

@Former-Member I'm not sure there is much point in talking anymore - same sh*t, different day - it just keeps going!

[Faith-and-Hope]

Morning @Zoe7.... 🦋💕

Here is a view of the river this morning ....

It's so calm .....

Hugs ....... 💚💐💕