Am Not Coping

[Zoe7]

I did some washing, cleaned up Toby's toys and watched the football - apart from that have done nothing else. I am still trying to just get through the day and suspect it will be an early night for me - that is the plan anyway @Shaz51

Morning tea with mum sounds nice and lovely you got some succulents as well 

[Faith-and-Hope]

I am hoping you’re sleeping now @Zoe7 .....

I have gotten caught yp

painting for my visual diary.

[Faith-and-Hope]

❤️ @Sans911

[Zoe7]

Goodmorning Hon 

I logged off early and watched a little tv before falling asleep @Faith-and-Hope

So good that you did some visual diary work 

I have my GP appointment today where we have to do my paperwork for income protection then the chemist and home to hopefully do a little more housework. I really need to have my place cleaned up a little more to feel a little better about things.

I am still really struggling with dealing with loss and don't feel right within myself but hoping that today I can take a few of those baby steps forward - will wait and see on that one though because it is hard to find positives at the moment.

I do hope you have a great day at uni - will look for you throughout the day when I am home 

[Zoe7]

Goodmorning @frog How is your day shaping up?

[Faith-and-Hope]

Morning @Zoe7 ..... 👋

Good to find you here this morning, and I am glad you managed some sleep.  I feel better too if there is a bit of order around me, so one of my pick-me-ups is to potter around tidying up a bit here and there.

I have relented and am buying a Notebook computer.  I was trying to get by and just use my iPad and the uni computers, but with family commitments (and the rest) on board, it’s going to be more sensible to do things this way.  I can get Photoshop downloaded onto it, but if I am going further with my education, it also means I can work when I am travelling too .....

And I can see that I need to get to know Photoshop really well in order to process my own photos for paintings too, especially if I am branching into more expressive things.

D3 is going to help me with that during lunchtime today.

[Zoe7]

It seems like a very wise idea for you to be able to work on your uni stuff at home and when you travel back and forth @Faith-and-Hope. It is great that D3 is going to help you with it all - give her a purpose too today 

It is very cold outside here so I need to be rugged up when I go out today - was even thinking about going to the pool but I think it is too cold to do that and then get to my gp appointment (would need to go straight there) - so will leave the pool until tomorrow as usual.

Hope you have a great morning at uni - and goodluck with getting your Notebook 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Apparently have S2 on board with the Notebook purchase too @Zoe7 😊

[Zoe7]

That is good @Faith-and-Hope - a little family outing to purchae a Notebook lol - they should know what is best for you to buy. 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Yes .... with a big dose of teasing about dinosaurs working with notebooks .... lol

I keep being called “cute” (read: funny, hilarious in fact)

Baby dragons are like that in their playful mode .....

@Zoe7