Fragile

[Faith-and-Hope]

Thanks for keeping us in the loop @Appleblossom, and this counsellor sounds promising .... looking forward to hearing how you get on 💜

[eth]

Thinking of you and sending lots of love @Appleblossom .  I think you've made the right decision in finding a new psychologist by the sounds of things.  It's so hard to find a good match.  Took me 4 years and 2 states.  Have you thought about asking your psychiatrist to recommend someone?  That's how I found my current psychologist.  Great to hear about the course you've been accepted into as well.  Really hoping that you have found a sense of hope again looking forward to that, and that has helped ease the si.  xxx

[Queenie]

Well done @Appleblossom  ! I know functioning with sui ideation can really be tough. Sounds like you’ve made some really positive decisions.

[Exoplanet]

@Appleblossom  

Sometimes the future is just too far away to see

When pain saturates your mind & body

But it's there - somewhere

Lurking in the background, dancing in the rain

There is happiness still to be found again

You may need to be patient, more than quiet

Stationary, still

But I believe in your courage

in the strength of your will.

Calmness for you Appleblossom 

[outlander]

thinking of you @Appleblossom

[Appleblossom]

Thank you for your beautiful post @Exoplanet 

@outlander I often think of you too.  Hope you are alright.

[Appleblossom]

Big suicidal feelings today.  Took prn and mopped floor.

[Former-Member]

Hi @Appleblossom 

Sorry to hear you're struggling so much tonight. I hope you can find some support and connection here tonight amongst friends 🙂 Remember tonight you can also contact the following services if you need to:

Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Crisis Chat

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or online counselling

Samaritans: 135 247

If in immediate danger: 000

Keep looking after yourself.

Mosaic.

[Former-Member]

Hi @Appleblossom 

Sorry to hear you're struggling so much tonight. I hope you can find some support and connection here tonight amongst friends 🙂 Remember tonight you can also contact the following services if you need to:

Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Crisis Chat

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or online counselling

Samaritans: 135 247

If in immediate danger: 000

Keep looking after yourself.

Mosaic.

[outlander]

Hugs @Appleblossom they can be hard to manage. Is there something in particular causing the SI to pop up?