Taking the plunge

[Faith-and-Hope]

What a beautiful reply @Former-Member ..... you have voiced everything that is in my heart for @Maggie.  

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[Maggie]

@Former-Member I second @Faith-and-Hope what a beautiful reply, not surprising though, you yourself are quite a gem. Regarding my social worker, I think she is about to sprout wings, so if you see blue jeans and wings, give a wave, she will wave back. This week I will find out some options, like a package to help with costs of moving, rent assistance, and a place to move into. I won't fall into the same dilusion of finding my forever home, I thought this was it, so I'm holding lightly to whatever comes along for Maggie-May and me.

I will miss the garden, not seeing the peaches, passionfruit, jasmine and bulbs, but if I have somewhere for pots, I will transplant some. I have had a great time planting them though, so nothing really lost. I hope whoever moves here enjoys the surprises bursting through, I hope they care for them, but I can't worry about that.

I'm mostly packed, today taking curtains down. They have only been up for a few months, it took a while to get them all up.

Thankyou, everyone, I so appreciate your thoughts.

@Faith-and-Hope You know exactly how all this feels, though you have gone through so much more.

@Appleblossom Thankyou for your lovely caring words.

@Zoe7 Thankyou for always being here when we are not. You are a special butterfly as you flutter by.

@Former-Member I know words are hard to find. I know you understand beyond words.

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@CheerBear @Teej Thankyou for pressing the like button, for taking time to read and care.

[CheerBear]

So much 💗 for you @Maggie for everything you're going through at the moment. Thinking of you, often in the morning, when I send you a quirky cuppa in my head.

Keep taking care of you and your Maggie-May as you do so well x

[Zoe7]

It is so lovely to see you @Maggie  You are taking such a positive approach to having to move - I know deep down you are shattered but approaching it as you are is truly remarkable Hon.

I wish I could flutter over you right now and spread you with butterfly dust to make it all ok for you. We have been through a lot together on here and every single minute of it it has been a pleasure to know you Maggie - strength in adversity is something that you show despite what you think about yourself at times and I admire you for it 

[Faith-and-Hope]

💜💐💕 @Maggie .....

[Appleblossom]

 @Maggie

I also take cuttings from place to place to keep some sense of continuity.

  I am glad that you are adjusting to the move. Perhaps there will be some good people that make the move worth while and not just a necessity.

[Zoe7]

Leaving you a little present here @Maggie 

[Maggie]

Thankyou @Zoe7 Its all way too much at the moment. Seriousely not coping and locked in darkness and doubts. But so far not in hospital.

Hi @Appleblossom I meant to thank you for you pics last time.

@Faith-and-Hope@CheerBear@Former-Member Hi. Lots of these.💜💜💜💜💜💕💕💕💕💕

[Zoe7]

Here for you @Maggie anytime Hon - just as you have been for me before also. The darkness and doubts position is one I have been in as you would know - it is far from a nice place to be but if I can shine a little light in that dark place for you then please reach out to me and I will try my best to help you out 

[Maggie]

Just you being around is more than enough @Zoe7. I am far tooooooo complicated even for me right now.