rough time

[Former-Member]

I came looking for you @outlander

[Snowie]

@outlander  here if you want to talk or sit 

[outlander]

it is just hard. really hard

[Snowie]

Hugs and hugs @outlander. Am here with you hun. Sometimes it is just too hard. Do you want to talk about what is so hard for you.

[outlander]

thanks @Snowie @Former-Member
it is everything but its nothing. i dont really know anymore.i dont really know what to say. 

[Former-Member]

@outlander @Snowie 

Love & Hugs!

Bella xxoo  🙂 

[Snowie]

@Former-Member

@outlanderthats ok, sometimes it is hard to get the words out. Know how that feels. Do you want to talk about something else as a bit of a distraction?

[outlander]

thanks @Former-Member

@Snowie i dont really know what i want or need. im tossed between do i stay connected or do i go. just all over the place i guess but i dont want to burden anyone anymore than i already have.

[Snowie]

@outlanderyou know my reply to that sweetheart. You are not burdening me at all. No place I would rather be then sitting next to my sister. We can just sit hun 

[outlander]

thanks @Snowie i dont even know whats causing it. it started a few days ago and i just seem to keep sinking even though i am doing my best not to.
its a lonley place to be in and being around people just make it worse but being on my own doesnt help either. feel to complicated. its bringing out all sorts of things including wishing i just wasnt here anymore