I can’t cope

[Captain24]

I guess it’s a sign that I need to clean up! @Jynx. My house is a complete mess but it’s ok no one ever comes here anyway. I guess I can try and do a load or 2 of washing tomorrow and that may stop my underwear being dragged all over the house!!! 

I think I need to get some toys, just not sure where to get them from. 

I’ll just scroll through Facebook or something. 

I have taken the meds that the ED Dr said to take yesterday. 

[Jynx]

@Captain24 hahaha oh my stars, that is so funny!! I wonder if, seeing your reaction to the bra, they were like 'aha! This makes mum happy, let's go grab some more!!' 🤣

There's actually been a trend for stim toys so they're a lot easier to procure these days! Kmart has heaps, little fidget cubes and bubble popping thingies, the tricky part is finding which stim toys fit your brain. I have quite a few that I just stopped playing with lol. 

Well your fur babies have obviously found their fav stim toys 😝

[Captain24]

 Jetts just a little devil! He is so naughty. @Jynx. It has helped though. I didn’t think it was possible to smile at all today. 

We don’t have a real Kmart. We do have Big W. I might have to go and have a look when I am able to leave the house for more than an appointment. I can get a couple and see. I get bored with things quickly and easily though. 

[Jynx]

@Captain24 hehe lil fur baby knows what's up! Awww look at him little head!! And such fluffy ears!! Bless 😍

Yeah big W should come through as well! And luckily they're pretty cheap so you can probs try a couple. I like ones with magnets you can pull apart then smush back together. And I have a few to choose from so if one starts to bore me I have backups. 

I'm off for tonight, good to chat 😊 I hope you get a chance to get out n about soon hun. Sometimes retail therapy is just the ticket!! Rest well, catch you soon 💜

[Captain24]

Thank you so much for tonight @Jynx. My distress levels have decreased so much that I can now say I am safe.

I’ve taken my meds and am nearly ready for bed. 

Thank you

[Jynx]

@Captain24 😊💜🫂✨

[NatureLover]

Well done for calling the helpline @Captain24 .

I hope the meds ease your chest pain very soon 🤞

[Captain24]

How are you ? @NatureLover 

[NatureLover]

I'm OK thanks but it's C O L D in Melbourne! (Currently 5.5C)

How are you feeling today? @Captain24 

[Captain24]

It’s not real warm here either, but I have the aircon keeping the place warm. 

I have a zoom appointment with my dietitian in 10 minutes so I’m out of bed. I feel like I’m just wasting her time though. 

So far my chest pain is only mild so that’s good. 

I wake up each morning wishing I didn’t. I don’t even get the mornings as ok. Which I use to get.