Done

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thanks @Appleblossom
have applied to something
not 100% confident as may be above skills and maybe i didn't format a thing correct or some rubbish.... all performative i guess
I have the skills and abilities for it. I wish that was enough hey?

I hope you are having a good day

Just about to eat something here.

@Daisydreamer @TAB @AussieRecharger @Gwynn @Meowmy @Former-Member @Former-Member @StuF

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hope things are going a bit better for you today @MDT  take it easy

[Appleblossom]

@MDT The job market realities now .. are that pretty high standards are required for a lot of jobs. SO its competitive, but you are allowed to be human. Do your due diligence, but allow yourself enough slack to enjoy a few things here & there... keep your eyes and your mind open ... for those windows ... of opportunity ... dont judge yourself or others harshly ... not worth it ...

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Agree w @Appleblossom , @MDT
I know it's not in your thought process, but maybe last job wasn't so bad? Just saying. Anyway chin up .

[Meowmy]

@MDT hey Hams, take care. Well done for application 

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its more like a "Why am i doing this when I could do much more else" @TAB
that was my thinking once I left it. It was no point spending full time in a role that was too easy. I guess I'm saying now that I need to find things at my level of stimulation.
Just did 2 hours on something stats related. The thing I tried this morning. Figured it out.
The problem was that the instructions weren't exactly clear. So I went and did the right thing - asked for help. Figured it out. It seems that I am training myself to do the correct/right thing that is challenging to me.

I actually think that my cognition was effected by meds. Coming off of it has maybe had that impact. Its just a case of rewiring my mind hey?

Idk. Gonna move on to something else now.

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agreed @Appleblossom
the way i look at it is this - what is the race that is both WORTH doing and one that I can benefit from.
There is no point being in a race below your abilities.
There is no point being in a race that you can't benefit from either.

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Ok fair enough re meds @MDT ADs helped get me to uni but after a while wasn't feeling that sharp. So stopped them. And yes it did help

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@Meowmy
Cheers my friend 🙂
it is what it is

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hope you're okay @Meowmy @Appleblossom @TAB