Please tell me the truth.

[Eden1919]

@Sans911 thank you..... I am supposed to see my psychologist tomorrow well later today now technically anyway but i dont think that it will help. nothing will i have been trying my whole life and nothing has worked i cant win there is no good outcome here..... i need to make it stop soon anyway. they always told me that it would be like this they warned me so many times but i was silly i didnt listen i should have done what they said before now i am not allowed to think to breathe to be me if there still is a me that is. i should do what they say now only there are so many of them and they all say different things i am not going to tell anyone this time it is not safe i need to go back to be with the angels they are waiting. 

[Sans911]

@Eden1919

In no way am I trying to minimise how you feel or how much pain you are in, but you have been feeling like you feel tonight for as long as I've known you. And the beautiful thing is, you are still with us, you still reach out the forums, so I truly believe there is some hope in you to continue living.

I understand how awful it is to feel the way you do for a long time. It is an awful place to be. But I truly hope in time you can focus more on living a life for you in which there is hope, peace and even joy.

[Pitz]

@Eden1919

How great is the fact you are going to see your psychologist tomorrow. You are taking steps to improve your MI and that's the best thing you can do.

As hard as it might seem to see the light at the end on the tunnel, as long as you take baby steps you will reach it.

I'm seeing my psychiatrist on Wednesday and I'm on my 5th low day. I can't see ways out of it either but I try and focus on 10min being grateful and happy during the day. 

Most of the time I have to act it as it feels like a chore but it still releases endorphins.

I too am putting one step in front of the other and I'm sure we will get through this.

All the best 

[Pitz]

@Eden1919

How great is the fact you are going to see your psychologist tomorrow. You are taking steps to improve your MI and that's the best thing you can do.

As hard as it might seem to see the light at the end on the tunnel, as long as you take baby steps you will reach it.

I'm seeing my psychiatrist soon and I'm on my 5th mood  day. I can't see ways out of it either but I try and focus on 10min being grateful and happy during the day. 

Most of the time I have to act it as it feels like a chore but it still releases endorphins.

I too am putting one step in front of the other and I'm sure we will get through this.

All the best 

[JoeTheLion]

Hi @Eden1919

Sorry that you are struggling so much. It sounds like a really awful time just now. Hang in there yeah. You've gotten through these really tough times so often.

Will send you an email.

All the best 

Joe the Lion

[outlander]

@Eden1919 hoping todays a better day for you ❣

Also welcome @Pitz

[Pitz]

If this morning is any vision of today, it's going to be another challenge.
Thanks though.

[Pitz]

Sorry read a comment wrong and didn't mean to post my previous comment

[Zoe7]

What happened this morning @Pitz?

[Pitz]

Hi @zoey7

This morning I had to pull a Co worker aside to have a chat with him as he has been telling me everyday sometimes 3 times a day to end it all

I was in a hypo when it all started now I'm a little off for a few days I couldn't handle the terrible joke so I pulled him aside and had a serious chat to him, hopefully that fixes it