**Trigger warning** Stuck in world of sadness and Suicidal Ideation

[outlander]

Yep i stick to the safe threads @Former-Member like here mine your thread and a few social threads. I wont stop interacting with those i really love and care about ❤❤

[outlander]

@Sans911 💜💙💛💚❤

[Faith-and-Hope]

@Sans911 ..... I would like to see you find reasons to be around ..... jus' sayin' .....

I like you being around and miss you when you're not .... but it is also important to step back when there is overwhelm.

I have been here long enough to see that the forums "cycle" ..... things converge into muddles, and then they clear again ..... that's not to make light if it he muddled, and they do bring strengths and positive outcomes in their wake, but they do cycle and I find it helps to know that.

♥️

[Former-Member]

@Faith-and-Hope @Sans911 @outlander

Will speak to you later. Not coping on here atm. I hope you all have a good day.

@Sans911take care sweatie, I am thinking of you today and sitting next to you

Love to you all 

[outlander]

Ok @Former-Member ❤❤ here if you want to chat ❤❤


@Sans911 i can still see you there. Hugs to you ❤


@Faith-and-Hope how are you feeling- abit better?

[outlander]

Oops was suppose to be a ❤ at the end F&H

[Sans911]

@Former-Member so do I need a shower this morning? Because you keep calling me sweatie? I mean, I did have a shower yesterday evening. 😂 haha, at least it gives me a little smile.

Nurse has just stuck her head in the door for my meds and blood pressure. Breakfast soon. Something to do for 15mins or so to break the monotony of a boring, long day.

@Former-Member I'm so sorry that whatever you are going through is so damn hard to deal with. Not even your time in the forums is helping. Watching your struggles is so despairing as I wish with all my heart that everything would go away. Everyday I wish things were better for even by a fraction, and I think what does it take, and where does it end? But I will be here with you for as long as it takes. 💛💜💝💟

[Former-Member]

@Sans911opps, that is how fired my brain is. Lucky I teach maths and science and not English!!

That last paragraph, is how I feel for you too. I wish that things were better for you, even by a little. But is seems for a lot of us that it is just one thing after the other. I think a lot when does it end and how does it end. 

[Sans911]

I so want out of this place. I'm bored as anything, there's nothing to do. And I hate the patients that yell and scream and carry on. I just stay quiet in my corner, trying to sleep the hours away.

Got to try to get out of here. Home is better; the comfort of my bedroom. Watching a TV series, playing with the daft cat. Eating what I want, when I want.

[Faith-and-Hope]

Oh @Sans911 ...... feeling for you ...... ♥️