Trying makes it worse

[Appleblossom]

Satang?? @maddison 

Thai 100/Baht?

[EternalFlower]

Saw dr @Appleblossom @maddison 

Still reeling 

Dude took million notes told me he was really busy today but we can discuss more on Friday. Told him how he'd talked over me and also I said I doubt we'll talk about sh on Friday, we didn't today, and he's always putting it off, and I widhed he'd be honest with me. I tried to leave session several times.

He said stay, then left on his terms abruptly , triggering me again .

FFS.

[maddison]

I'm here with you @EternalFlower 

[Former-Member]

@maddison, sorry for the the late reply re: your housemate appointment. I just logged bcak in. 

That is a tricky one! Your hands are kinda tied with consent, differing moods and awareness. Eeeeek 😐. Can you stay with aa friend when you feel unsafe?

How did the weekend appointment go? What is happening this week? 

Xx

[Former-Member]

Sorry @EternalFlower, I had logged off for the night re: your concerns about triggers in your message. Was it sorted for you??

How has this week been for you??

Xx

[maddison]

You ok @EternalFlower ?

Are you thinking about sh after psych head f🤯

You are ok.

Breath.

I'm check-in at 5.45. ok?

[maddison]

Hey @EternalFlower good thoughts or bad thoughts?

I fed my hungry animals. They are happier now.

Time to feed me.

What is dinner 4 U tonight?

[maddison]

Glad you are back @Former-Member 💜

[Former-Member]

What did you get up to today @maddison?

Xx

[maddison]

I'm going to give you some tools I've been using that I've found helpful ... If you are interested @EternalFlower 

Eating dinner.