Am Not Coping

[Faith-and-Hope]

Love how she's got butterfly wings @Zoe7 .... 🤗💕

💗💤💤💤

[Zoe7]

...and no face - anonymous!!!!! @Faith-and-Hope

[Former-Member]

How are you feeling today @Zoe7 sorry i wasnt much support last night was dealing with a few things myself (not much of an excuse ) but i really hope your ok @Zoe7

[Zoe7]

Teej and FaithandHope stayed up with me all night to help me through. I certainly couldn't sleep and wasn't feeling good. Now chatting with @Former-Member on Night Shift. I am really tired but still don't want to sleep yet. How are you this morning?

[Former-Member]

Im glad people were up helping you ❤❤❤❤
Faithandhope was helping me too. Shes a god send.
Im.ok. i just hope your feeling better. You had me really worried @Zoe7

[Zoe7]

I have stopped notifications coming through, for now, from most threads - any that I think may be triggering. That post that tagged us in last night sent me over the edge - I had been avoiding all those 'conversations' last night for self-protection and then that post came out of the blue and I couldn't deal with it. I am going to stick to one or two threads for a while that I feel are safer places for me to be - it has been a really HUGE week and I need some distance from it all. I have to be able to have some control over who I can support and when so as not to trigger myself - self-care time.

@Former-Member I am sorry that I worried you - I just needed that distance from it all.

[Former-Member]

@Zoe7 

that is totally understandable you need to care for yourself first  "HUGS" and lots of them. i know they dont make everything better but they can help 🙂 

you were/are supporting me and im here supporting you for whatever you need ok? @Zoe7

[Zoe7]

@Former-Member Thankyou. I was really starting to struggle with supporting you yesterday (not you personally but ME being able to help) and I called out for others to step in and help. I am so glad  I did because the help you received was amazing. I am at that stage right now when "do what I can , when I can" may be a lot less than I have been able to do previously - and Iknow everyone here understands that because it is the same at times for everyone.

@Former-Member I am tagging you in here as I am avoiding the other thread and any that may be triggering - it's really important for me at the moment to do this. I know you understand that. I have also switched off notifications from a lot of threads to help protect myself for now. So jump onto this thread when you like and I can chat from here - it's kind of my 'safe place' on the forum.

[Former-Member]

awww @Zoe7 IM SO SORRY !!!!!!  that was definently not the intention of my thread. im so sorry

thats ok, take all the time you need. everyone here understands and supports you as well. god im so sorry.

[Zoe7]

You have nothing to be sorry for @Former-Member - it was the place I was in - nothing you said or did influenced that. I really wanted you to be supported and knew I was not feeling good - that's all - absolutely nothing to do with you personally or your thread.