Am Not Coping

[Zoe7]

Hello my wonderful little Cocky friend @utopia. It turned out to be a fun (early) morning. @Former-Member was making me laugh. It was hilarious trying to stay ahead of @Faith-and-Hope and watching her catch up lol

I'll pick a bigger plane next time (first one I came across as had to keep in front of F&H) - and Teej kept liking everything which was slowing down the process lol

Is Abbey ok? I'm not really concerned for the carpets - just Abbey   (can replace carpets - but can't replace little Abbey).

Have you caught up of MaFS yet? - on tonight!!!!

Enjoy (haha) mowing the grass- it's raining here so I'm inside today (with a towel on hand to wipe Toby when he comes in from the toilet).

Love and hugs to you my friend

Zoe 

[Zoe7]

@Former-Member That is an absolutely beautiful image 

Thankyou so much for putting a smile on my face (and yes another few tears in my eyes).

You really are a wonderfully caring and thoughtful soul.

Sometimes a picture does say a thousand words....

but I only need one word for you....

SPECIAL!!!!

Zoe

[Former-Member]

Dear @Zoe7
You are such a beautiful person, please dont let those boulders damage that 💚💚.
Your character ia so thoughtful, caring , helpful, courageous, brave and the list goes on and i love the person you are!
I believe you are my 'guardian angel ' @Zoe7 just as you have yours :)😇
Your posts are always very thoughtful, helpful and guiding and you truley inspire me ans im sure many others on here as well❤
Your butterfly in your profile pic ans your analagy shows your very nuturing, strong and can get through these hiccups. Use your strength to pushthose boulders out of the way💪💪.
Im not doing well myself but you dont have to worry about that💚.
Take care of yourself @Zoe7. Do something you love, something that makes your heart sing.
Your so brave Zoe and strong. Dont let this defeat you. Lots of hugs 💪💚💙💖

[Former-Member]

Hugs @Zoe7

[Zoe7]

@Former-Member More tears 

Please look after yourself today scared01. I will be ok - just need to get to the 'other side' and I will get there! I just have to move a few boulders - one at a time!

You can get there too. You have so much going for you and so much to look forward to. 

Things aren't great in this minute - but the next minute will come around quickly and then that last minute is already in the past - baby steps - one ...at ... a ...time...

Breathe and walk slowly through today ...

and ask for help when you need it - there will be someone around to walk with you...

Hugs to you also 

[Zoe7]

Hugs to you also @Former-Member 

[Kurra]

@Zoe7

I'm hitting the road shortly. A quick canter down the highway for rehearsal.
Keep on keeping on.
I'll catch you later eh?
Have a quiet and relaxing one.
Hugzzz 💕 💜 💕

[utopia]

@Zoe7. Just mowed the first patch of grass. Closest to the house. The couch is so thick that Abbey and Max sink down into it. Dog has no problem. She's not low to the ground like the other 2. So that's a quarter of the backyard mowed. I have to do it in stages. Not very fit.
To look at Abbey you wouldn't know she was sick. I only feed her dry dog food - everything else just goes straight through her. Think my boy probably fed her something like meat. She's no good with that food.
I'm putting fresh sheets on my bed today. Pure luxury. And will keep reading some of my Book.
You heading to bed anytime soon?

[Former-Member]

@Zoe7 i hope they are good tears
@utopia is right. You heading to bed soon? You really need to rest 💗💗
Slowly push those damn boulders out of the way you dont need them in your path 😘😘😘 dont let them defeat that beatuiful nature of yours ok ..💚💚💪

[Zoe7]

Hope rehearsal is uplifting for you @Kurra. Catch up later - you can tell me how it went 

@utopia I get the stages of mowing the yard - mine is tiny but when I was really sick it took me 3 hours - and 2 fainting spells - to finish what usually takes 20minutes.

I love the feel of fresh sheets - still smell fresh and not like puppy dog and puddy tat lol

Hope Abbey comes right soon - little darlin'.

I am going to have something to eat, shower and go to the chemist - then I reckon I might crash!!! I am soooooo tired but not sleepy still - a shower will hopefully make me a little sleepy.

Chill out as much as you can and enjoy your book

Zoe