not feeling good

[Zoe7]

I am really good tonight @BlueBay you won't trigger anything because I know you and want to help YOU. i have had my meltdown today so tell me anything - I am here listening my friend

[Appleblossom]

Maybe you cant believe you are strong right now. Lots of people get thoughts. You are not your thoughts.

[BlueBay]

Don't worry about me
Going to take tablets to sleep

[Zoe7]

I am going to worry about you @BlueBay because I absolutely love and adore you. How many are you taking? Just enough to get to sleep I hope. Please let me know you will be safe my friend.

[BlueBay]

I'm tired. Just need to sleep. Took one tab.
I need to sleep. I'm hurting tonight so much.

[Zoe7]

Talk to me until you get tired then @BlueBay.

It does not matter what you say I am always here with you my friend.

Talk about what you are thinking and feeling or just talk about nothing at all... still here 

[BlueBay]

@Zoe7 I'm crying I'm tired I can't talk
I just want to go
Pls don't worry
I'm scared I'll never get better

[Zoe7]

oh my darling, wonderful, gorgeous @BlueBay I understand my friend. I am scared of the same thing - I think it is going ok then I crash again.We don't deserve this pain and it is not fair but I get it and I will do whatever I can to sit with you through all of it. I will worry because I care about you sooooo much as I know you do about me too. So tonight ... hold that little butterfly on your shoulder in the light and see it filling you with love and hope - because that it what I am giving to you tonight. 

[Zoe7]

I am with you @BlueBay 

...butterfly and yellow flower together 

[Faith-and-Hope]

🐚❤️💕 .... @BlueBay