rough time

[outlander]

@Former-Member its ok, you dont have to hide away. we are here to support you too
im sorry your not going well, did you want to talk about anything specific at all? happy to listen..


thank you @Appleblossom its taken me 5 yrs to be able to be even slightly ok with dogs. offline is a whole other story mostly but when i forst came here i couldnt even talk about them at all but ive grown to like some of the dogs here. 3 more in particular and thats only becasue im close to the members. but very slowly getting there....

[Former-Member]

💜🌷 @outlander 

[outlander]

@Former-Member i wanted you to know i read your previous response and your always welcome here to talk, sit or whatever you like


@Sans911 missing you too 😞

[Former-Member]

Thankyou so much @outlander 

I have been remembering more horrific things from the past that I had blocked out. I won’t go into it though, because it will just trigger you. 

It explains the anger I’ve been feeling. I’ll work through it. 

💜💖

[outlander]

@Former-Member 💚💙💕💗❤💜

[outlander]

Hi everyone

i just wanted to share that the first time in a long time ive actually had a good day and ive not had one self harm or suicidal thought. I went out with mum and kids shopping and had lunch out and then spent around 4 hrs at the horses. it was really great to see the kids happy and smiling and laughing and just enjoying themselves and i rode too. my sister let me have a ride on her horse so was the first time ive ridden in yrs. 

anyways i just wanted to share that bit of positive news with you all 

@Sans911 @Snowie @Former-Member @Appleblossom @Former-Member @CheerBear and alll who pass through

[Snowie]

So glad to hear @outlander  that you have had a good day. 

[outlander]

@Snowie
it feels like its been forever thats for sure!

hows your day been?

[Snowie]

My day has been good @outlander . Had a sleep in and then went to the shops with the kids and H. Just watching some tv now.