rough time

[Sans911]

Life can be a dissapointment @outlander but sometimes when one path is blocked there are other ways to get around things. Just because you may not be able to have children naturally it's not the end of the line. There are many other options. I know someone with PCOS who had two children naturally though. Yes, what was said was hurtful, but many people are well meaning & often say the wrong thing.

It's really not right that you are loaded up with so many responsibilities for others. You have your own issues to deal with, and you need time on your own to grow and develop. Time to find out who and what you are. Time to discover your world. I know your mother has to work, but that doesn't mean you must shoulder her responsibilities. You are a sister, a daughter and a granddaughter. Not a mother. That might mean laying down some boundaries. Which might not come easily. There's got to be time for your needs too.

[outlander]

@Sans911 yeah, I know its not the end of the line. I don't even know why its bothering me to be honest. itll pass, as it progresses along. it usually does in its own time..

I have some boundaries in place, not a lot but some. pop is away for a few days so I have some more time to myself and to do some things around the house as well. theres something happening in the family that has put some pressures down as well, im not really able to talk about that here though, it needs to be worked out and then it should be ok. theres just quite abit of tension around atm.

[outlander]

thank you for the pic @Maggie

[Gazza75]

@outlander ♥️🌼🌻

Have you been sleeping any better or worse lately ? Maybe you can try taking something to help as your operation gets closer.  I know it isn't ideal  Just a thought 

I didn't read the thread about your nightmares.as. I don't have any experience with them.  I hope they have eased off and. Maybe someone had. Suggestions. 

Hope you get a little smile from the pic, it's been slow going  but, I have enjoyed it a lot to.. 

[outlander]

love how your owl is coming along @Gazza75
sleep is all over place but nothing unusual. going to head in for a shower soon and see if that helps soothe the soul abit

[Maggie]

@outlander  Popping in with a coffee ☕️☕️☕️☕️🌻 hoping you are managed some needed sleep. I hope the shower soothed your soul a bit, and today it a little easier in many ways. 💜💕💜💕💛💛

[outlander]

Morning @Maggie 💜💜
the shower helped abit. ive more or less just flatlined now. not worse not better. pops away for a few days so in between having to do things im going to rewatch my Outlander dvds. I have some horses to do this morning and then I think the rest of the days free for now.

[Maggie]

@outlander  I suppose flatlined is a bit of a positive, not still on the way down kind of thing. Outlander dvds sound like a restful thing to do for yourself after the horses. Maybe a cot chocolate if it’s not to early for one. 😁😁

[Former-Member]

Hi @outlander, can you drop everything and get away from the house while your Pop's away? A change of scenery can be as good as a holiday you know. Really hope the family tensions resolve ok. Life keeps changing shape doesn't it? Its good you're gonna watch some fav movies, escape a little. I do that too. Take care
EOR 💐

[outlander]

I dont think ill be having a hot choc today, its only 9am and already 23 degrees. Suppose to reach 30 for the next few days. Maybe a milkshake instead. @Maggie yes flatlining while its not great its not to bad either. 🥛🍫🥤