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[TAB]

I have roiled around in it @Former-Member and will do again before mow it. Which will be soon.😀

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Yeah took a bit of a punt re antenna guy plus receipt has my name on it re landlord and tax now der so will play dumb if mentioned @Former-Member . Have already deducted it from rent which due yest lol

[Former-Member]

Well, I managed to dig up two buckets of nasty bindies today (getting ready for mowing without spreading them). So much easier after good rain softens soil. Fixed the wire fence + usual house stuff. Better than yesterday which was my goalm 

Hey @Tab, got TV reception now? I'm jealous lol. and relate to the lawn needing doing, such a pain. Soz I was so glum yesterday, good to see you really settled into the forums and come out of ya shell all over it he place. Told you you were amazing. xox

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Oh stop it @Former-Member lol um had tv before just missing 7 channels sometimes. Barely watched it recently, but it was on a list re things to be done. Hmm I probably dont look around here like I did once and it can be a distraction. Speaking of which 1 f friend has disappeared again and another started bothering me out of the blue prob mentioned work to her. Also was pointlessly well was sposed to be oh Im working maybe I can go on dating sites again lol ditched that. Having time out for myself and ok with it just working on lists and back still bugging me think re hurt it a few times over at work. Haven't contacted work cos sore etc they haven't rung me either tho still working on lists,tvs not on there anymore plus spare tyre yest only wbout 3 pages to go haha lol well done re lawn well pre mowing 😀

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Sorry for going on @Former-Member was wanting to go to bed hrs ago, made self have bath for back, seems to have given me energy somehow. Oh, seeing someone about it friday. Plus going drag self to pool and walks, careful stretching. Was thinking go to big smoke re clothes and other stuff well cheaper and not much here but thinking want to be working next week. Oh. Plus had haircut today lol. Stuff getting done but want a lot more out of way re things been hanging around. Was thinking might ring father maybe he's cooled down by now re xmas lol

[Former-Member]

Aww, poor @TAB, sore back and lonely. Big hug 🎭📺 at least you'll have more distractions with the TV. Glad you're taking a break from work while back sore. You did push yourself hard there for a bit. Do you use TUMERIC ? I really feel it when off the tumeric (always have it with a pinch of black pepper for absorption), I sprinkle it on any savory food I have through the day 3G omega3 day helps but makes my tummy squurm.. But rest for you for now at least. I got the heat pack out again toniggt after moving stupid trailer - the jack jockey wheel sunk in dirt made it too much, ouchy, could have kicked myself, oh well, been worse. Just sayinh I do sympathise. Hey what's this about a dating site - you twotimer! I never! LOL Just kidding. My brother found his wife on a dating sight, still together. I don't Luke them. Quite like flirting with you here for fun - its safe, but 'real' company would be better. Relationships can be the hardest thing in life but you seem to put up with all of us Moody women here pretty good, haven't even seen a 'crapola' episode for a while ,👏 Maybe you've outgrown this recent love? But i'm hopeless with intimate relationships so leave that one with you. Have a good day tomorrow too xox

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..er back's prob a bit of a worry, @Former-Memberjust a reminder how unused to work had become etc. errr ..lonely?? hmm not really, one person was sort of friend who comes and goes, well I like talking to them, but have learnt to let them go, hmm got curry powder today, does that count?

yes heat pack here, very sublime some weird japanese thing that stick to outside of singlet, seems to work

yeah, think am long past dating sites, and yes older brother married someone from one, think lasted 4 years

two timer ..lol

ah, there;s no love, and outgrew each one of them a long time ago, one was sort of bit more than a friend who disappears and rarely see, the other, the only reason was still in touch was well because we rarely were, then literally 20 ph calls in one week, hmm ..no..she was never right, saw right through her straight away, was just chatting  .plus havent met and doubt ever will well she being in melb helps haha lol

it was just company at the end re both

and one site had closed down and it reactivated itself and sucked me back in but thing that is done with fre sites, spose i did it sorta out of habit this time cos used to when working. work=feel better=> confidence less money worries so feel ok talking to women not this time really

am ok, not lonely, just accepting. oh, one night when came home from work, thought there should be a cat greeting me lol

[TAB]

Anyway freezing here, sorry re trailer and back and my rant, going to bed soon, how come you are still up? @Former-Member

[Appleblossom]

Nite  @Former-Member

@TABYour story about acrobaitc work .. and not getting any fitter .. reminded me of this

@Faith-and-Hope

This is for you

God only knows how I can move in one post from California bare bottoms to

Russian Icons. I have a friend from one choir who writes them .. some courses may be in WA .. but it the spiritual path of seeing aspects of oneself within the icon .. or ?? Love to hear about those adventures too.

I have this one at home and mum had it too, so I gave her copy to an Anglican minister friend's wife.

[Former-Member]

@night @Appleblossom, wonder if @TAB has a butt like that? WHOOHOO! no, just kidding. Gosh ya finding some interesting artwork lately. Did you catch up on some rest last night? I posted in the zen garden thread if you want a liik at my trailer etc. Saw @Former-Member over there today with lovely exotic flowers. Anyways, bye4now xox