Sounds like a lovely lunch you've got planned! @Judi9877
Sorry to hear about the anniversary of your mum's birthday.
Do you do anything in memory of her for it? It's not for everyone but sometimes I feel simple rituals can help support me with such things like hard anniversary's. 
Garden and some pathetic piano have helped me today. Nobody wants a lecture on pathos from me.
This is sad about profit driven companies not taking responsibility , but not surpirsing.
Sadness and dissappointment are two congruent emotions I believe, but how would I know Also anger is another.
For me there has always been too many things happening at once to get a steady sense of feeling or rating feelings 1-10/ It has usually been more coomplicated and layered.
Eg the scene when we went to ED in 1971. I was in a state of open mild helpful concern. Did not even register surpirse of shock at the doctor mocking my father, cos how would I know? Helpful with 2 younger sibs including 4 month old baby. Did not have a clue that father would be dead that night. Letting myself unpack it a bit. Hope thats alright. Not wanting pity. Been the recipient of too much pity and shame and it all got confused and interwoven.