Anyone feel like chatting? Coffee/Tea ☕💕

[Former-Member]

Sounds vwry interesting @Gilgamesh 😊
Glad you have that to keep you busy.
It helps to keep busy, that's for sure. 😀

[Former-Member]

Thanks @Former-Member 💗 enjoy your day doing things (or not and enjoy a break)! 🙂

[Gilgamesh]

@Former-Member I don't mind at all. Curiosity and humour is the only way to beat a mental illness.

Hallucinations don't scare me (as I love horror) not that I get many bad hallucinations... usually its just seeing objects that arn't there etc or a spectrally heightened distortion of actuality... I don't feel anxiety when I'm psychotic so I just find it interesting... but thought disorder does. It takes about 3 months of being heavily psychotic for me to fall into it. You can hear yourself and you know your not making any sense when your talking but you can't stop it from happening. Its horrible.

[Former-Member]

Haha! Mire sleep @Former-Member 😂
More sleep, I wish.

I love a clean house too. Never-ending job. 😀

[Former-Member]

Wow @Gilgamesh. I'm trying to imagine what that would feel like and can't. Thanks heaps for sharing with me though

[Faith-and-Hope]

Sending hugs to all of you .... @Former-Member @Former-Member @Former-Member @Gilgamesh ..,,, all hard yards to get through ......

Keep swimming ...,, 🐠🐠🐠🐠🐠 .... ❤️

My walking is dealing with hard yards of a different sort. Up until now, despite the stress from other aspects of his eating disorder, my hubby's analytical thinking has remained intact, and I have been told by support services and in information sheets that that is one aspect of an eating disorder that helps to mask it ..... people can continue with their professional lives intact while their personal relationships and beyond-work behaviour management can be completely out of whack ..... so who is going to believe you that there is a problem if the person looks well and appears to be functioning normally ?

Starting to see cracks appear in his business management .....

Wondering whether, when he comes back in a few weeks, he wil be looking unwell enough to raise more flags .....

Walking ..... walking ..... listening to the birds ..... looking for dolohins .... enjoying the coffee in my hand ...., and staying in the moment .....

Breathe ...., swim .... breathe ..... all of us .....

🐠💕

[Former-Member]

Goood Morning everyone.  

Something caught my eye flicking through notifications..   will be back soon to acknowledge more  @Former-Member  - thoughts with you today.  Hope all goes well.

@Gilgamesh  (Love name choice by the way, ancient mythologies are a strong interest of mine)   I also read with interest your  data mining reference.  Would you be comfortable explaining how you are collating and/or cross referencing any of your "episodes".  I think this is a very proactive approach and to me sounds positive at least for information gathering purposes.  Can I ask was it suggested or is it something you decided to do independantly?  

[Mazarita]

Hi everyone, thought I might join in for a chat here. Having some slump days when I wake up extremely groggy even after a reasonable night's sleep. Can't shake grogginess all day and keep falling asleep while sitting in my chair. I think it's physical health that is the problem here more than mental. But anyway, here I am, awake at present, though very tired. Hope today treats everyone else well. 

[Faith-and-Hope]

In the same sort of place @Mazarita .... inertia ..... making myself get out of the house for a walk at least .... with serious self-bribery and blackmail .... lol ..... 💕

[Mazarita]

Hi @Faith-and-Hope, sorry to hear of your inertia today. It could be partly that in my case but I'm also unsteady on my feet and can hardly keep eyes open. Support worker is coming here today instead of meeting at shopping centre as planned. Will be going out later to friend's place but will get a lift, which makes it seem possible. How are you bribing and blackmailing yourself? Might get some handy hints.