Please tell me the truth.

[Zoe7]

It is absolutely no bother at all @Eden1919 - that is what the community is here for - to support each other! You sound like everything seems out of control tonight - so it is great that you have come on here, posted and reached out for support. Here and listing Eden 

[Former-Member]

You are not bothering nor a burden.
Can someone come support you there? While you are feeling like this?

[Former-Member]

Hi @Eden1919,

Sorry to see that youre stuggling in this way and that you're feeling out of options.  Im sending you an email now. Sometimes an outsider can see pathways that might be hidden from the person sitting at the centre of the hard time. Keep reaching out and hang in there, there is much support around you here.

[Eden1919]

I feel awful tonight i am really not coping at all. i dont know if i can make it another night or not i am trying so hard but i nearly did something last night and i dont know what to do anymore. 

[Zoe7]

You are taking the first step by reaching out here @Eden1919. Sitting here with you and listening 

[Eden1919]

@Zoe7 i was crying all night last night and things just keep getting worse i cant take this i really cant i dont really feel safe at all if i am honest. 

[Zoe7]

Do you need to call someone to talk about how unsafe you are feeling @Eden1919?

[Eden1919]

@Zoe7 There is no one to call..... there is nothing left to hold onto i just want to go somewhere quiet and peaceful and make it all stop. 

[Zoe7]

I am really concerned for you tonight @Eden1919. I can sit here with you and listen if you want to tell me what is going on for you.

[Eden1919]

@Zoe7 i am struggling with everything but also i have ruined everything and this is all my fault and the only way to make it stop is to be gone. i just cant take it anymore it hurts and i tried i really tried i am doing everything i am supposed to but nothing is working nothing and i just i cant do this.