Please tell me the truth.

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Hi @Appleblossom 😀 a dr told me at 20 looked like I had whiplash re neck xray. I should start swimming again re back/neck

[outlander]

Hi @Eden1919 just popping in
Hope your going ok 💛

[Eden1919]

Hello @outlander @Appleblossom @Former-Member @Former-Member and anyone else who I may have missed. I am sorry I have been so absent lately but I have been feeling very weird and haven't been in a head space to be on here. Thank you all for your well wishes and replies they are very much appreciated.
I have been very up and down lately but something happened today and I am absolutely sure now that something I have long believed is true and is not my "illness". My only problem is I am sure if I tell my psychiatrist he will not agree but I think it may be ok because it is not a bad thing exactly. I should explain. Basically I am psychic and also there are these creatures who I believe to be angels that communicate with me and tell me things about the future and many other things and well today something big happened and it confirmed everything so now I am not sure I even have an illness because I think maybe all this stuff has been true all along I want to be honest with people but I think maybe this is best kept from my psychiatrist I am not hurting anyone and just because other people don't have magic powers and can't communicate with the spirit world doesn't mean I shouldn't I mean there is the issue that I am cursed but that is another story. Anyway what do you guys think should I tell him or just keep it to myself I don't want to lie but it isn't like he really would know what to do anyway?

[frog]

Hi @Eden1919 good to hear from you. My belief is that your psychiatrist has your best interests at heart. In my experience it is very hard to shock or supprise a psychiatrist and honesty is the best policy. Thinking of you. Take care. 

[Appleblossom]

Good to see you @Eden1919

Maybe try and find a way that is truthful but includes self acceptance.

[Former-Member]

Hello my sweet @Eden1919. So good to hear from you my friend. Yes - most definitely tell your psychiatrist as it is very important to be open and honest with him as I know you will be. He would find it helpful and appreciate you for it.  Thinking of you and sending a warm hug. 🤗💐

[Former-Member]

@Eden1919

I'm not sure. Psychic hey... there is a demon in everyone. I am not in the best mindset at the moment myself so probably better to talk with others...

[Eden1919]

Thank you @frog @Appleblossom @Former-Member
I am struggling a lot at the moment my head is making me very tired and scared. I keep thinking there is some one out there watching me and waiting to harm me but at the same time I keep feeling strong urges to harm myself which makes me feel weird because if I feel like doing something then why am I worried that some one else will do something. I don't know what to do I feel like everything is all a mess and I am just over it. I feel very hopeless.

[frog]

That sounds rough @Eden1919 Did you end up talking to your psychiatrist? Just wanted you to know I'm thinking of you.

[Former-Member]

It is really hard and draining when our anxiety gets to the stage where it is taking over our thoughts and our lives - which is happening to you right now my dear @Eden1919. It makes us disorientated and a mess - it makes it very hard to cope with life. It can be debilitating. But it is not hopeless my friend. It is treatable and can be controlled. 

I was thinking along the same lines as the lovely @frog. Have you told your psychiatrist how you are feeling, what you are telling us? That's the next step. 

You are not alone @Eden1919 - you matter. And we are here for you doing the best we can to support you because "you are worthy". xx