Please tell me the truth.

[Appleblossom]

There are so many troubled souls in the world @Eden1919 

Most of us struggle and stumble.

I dont believe you deserve a final solution, it may appear temporarily desirable, but I firmly believe in harm minimisation. 

I am not sure where your life will carry you, but hope you find ways to make it meaningful.  These might only be clear over time.  Be patient withyourself. Give yourself plenty of time.

Hope the mods have helped.

I need to log off. Hope to talk again.

[Eden1919]

I cant do this.......

[Zoe7]

You can @Eden1919 you have gotten through the last few days when you have been feeling so low - you can do this - you know I believe in you 

[Former-Member]

Hi @Eden1919,

I am sorry to hear you are struggling so much tonight and that you feel like you can't cope with everything. I have sent you a check-in email. Please take care of yourself and let us know if you are safe!

Kindest,

Amour_Et_Psyché

[Former-Member]

Still thinking of you @Eden1919

[Eden1919]

I am struggling again tonight but i feel weird magical in a way my head feels all weird too like there is someone inside my head talking to me telling me to do things and sometimes other things talk to me too like the furniature or plants and stuff it is hard to describe and then there is the issue of the demon that follows me and also the fact that i am locked in the wrong dimension and i think i need to go the people around me arent who they say they are and i dont want to take my meds i am scared they are bad for me well i know they are i dont know what to do this is a mess. 

[Former-Member]

You are fighting off some demons.... By the sounds of it.... I wish my furniture spoke to me. I am still here listening but theres not much I can do other than listen... I think we all feel like that regarding others being who they say they are though when you are fighting mental illness it's very hard to actually find who that real person is underneath all that....

Anyway hope you are ok.

[Eden1919]

Thanks @Former-Member 

I am really struggling tonight i dont know what to do everything is so intense and i am not coping at all i just want to scream and cry! and the spirits are talking to me again and i am going to stop me meds they are bad for me 

[Zoe7]

Please seek advice before you stop your meds @Eden1919 You have done this before and it has made it a lot worse for you. There are a few people struggling tonight so you are in good company - I have had a pretty awful day but have been kept distracted tonight by some wonderful people on here - so I am here listening if you need 

[outlander]

Hi @Eden1919 how are you going?