Riding a wave

[Phoenix_Rising]

I feel so alone and so afraid. Shhhhh don't tell. 😔😔😔😔😔

[BlueBay]

Hi @Phoenix_Rising I'm here if you want to chat. We all care about you. Xxoo

[Faith-and-Hope]

‘Morning @Phoenix_Rising @BlueBay ......

💐🐢🐚

[OhanaSystem]

I know it’s much later than you posted, but i am here, I am listening. I’ll probably have to go out again soon but I’ll try to check back in when I get home.

[Appleblossom]

@Phoenix_Rising

I wish I could help better.

I hope my social clumsiness, or stiffness, or formality does not trigger you.

I feel there are a lot of deep similarities between us (sciencey arty aspie and sexual abuse) and wish that could give you sense of settling and connection.

I am not sure if I should stay away or respond more.

I do not understand what has gone wrong with your connection behind the scenes.

I do think you are amazing You Imagination and sense of humour are quirky and a lot of the time I love the way you communicate.  Though you are right I dont get it all the time.

Take Care of you

Fragile:

Strong:

Apple

[Former-Member]

. @Phoenix_Rising

I feel the same ..not wanting to intrude on your safe haven..

I don't know what words to use either as none seem to fit..

I feel intensity of not being listened to..not being heard..being silenced..

being unable to speak out...hurts so deeply. .don't think that will ever change for me..just how I deal with it..

i cannot bear to read how much you are hurting..

I truly hope that you have some response reassuring you that this will be resolved..

a contact of some kind just to let you know that you are not forgotten..that someone will get back to you within a specified time frame ...this surely comes under a duty of care..

[Former-Member]

I am so, so far past broken. I am nothing, no one, worthless. I do not matter. Please forgive this muddled, inarticulate post. @Phoenix_Rising I just wanted to float past to let you know I have been thinking of you today and hoping there were at least some baby steps taken towards unmuddling, but knowing (with my very realist brain and buckets loads of experience) that quite possibly there was no such stepping. In that case, I hope it was at least a bus-free day.

I also wanted to apologise if anything I said last night made things harder for you. I try so hard not to problem-solve people or attempt to silver-line or re-frame problems because I know how unhelpful I find this myself. But if anything I said came across that way, I really am sorry. Your feelings and reactions are so valid. I just wanted you to know that I was hearing you. I always hear you, @Phoenix_Rising. You make the world a better place for me. Thank you for being you.🌷🐢

[Jupiter]

The ocean seems a bit choppy today, take care of yourself @Phoenix_Rising

[Faith-and-Hope]

@Phoenix_Rising ..... keep swimming ..... 🐢💕

[Catcakes]

Thinking of you @Phoenix_Rising