Hi @ohanais, is this a continuation of a hospital stay. Or one that's just happened in the last day. Either way, sorry for what you are going through. I'm here tonight for a bit of chat if you would like that. Otherwise, just sending kind wishes. 
Feel free to talk about what's happened... or not... as you feel it. You have a listening ear here for a while if you need it, @ohanais. 
Are you okay at the moment?
@ohanais, so sorry about your guinea pig, and that you are not okay.
That's fine with the delay in posting. I'm fairly slow in responding myself, especially as I'm quite tired (but not ready for sleep yet). I'm also on another computer tab, reading about an additional diagnosis I was given yesterday by my psychologist. Keeping my eye on any replies from you too.