hi shaz,
i am ok...a bit confused and unsure but ok! mr kiki just had to ignore me for a couple of days which i find very hard. and now its too hot for me to hug him !!! i feel like i am unsure of our relationship he is very upfront about being unable to emotionally support me at all but still i would love that in a partner. i feel like i could not abandon him! we discussed kind of hypothetical breaking up....he really does not want to burden me. my sister died a few months ago too which makes it all worse. he said he would be happy for us to still live together as flatmates, we have our own rooms anyway. or to even have a relationship break. it was awful but good to go next level honesty i spose. but geez i have a terrible tummy ache now!! xoxxoxoxox