@Appleblossom I am so sorry you are not doing well 

You survived because you are strong and resilient, you deserved to survive, you have not just survived but thrived

You've done so well, got a good education, helped lots of people (whether they realise it or not) with your protests, advocacy, supportive posts on forums, participated and run musical groups, indigenous ally, raised children and are now a grandmother and that's just what I know from forums.

I understand if you want to take a break from the forums, but I'll be looking forward to seeing your posts