Definitely

My uncles who both suicided came from a great gardening family ... they used to do great bonzais as well as I found 6' dope plants in my back yard . .. I didnt know they were there til they were huge ... now they are thinking of introducing medicalising of marijuana ... I think it is interesting ... I personally got too paranoid on it and would never wnt to grow it ... but i was fond of those 2 brothers who married my biological auntie

The REEL Zen garden for me has been my Grief Garden ... thats what I call it ... just keep dividing and propagating on the extended nature strip in my court and observing about growing things and reflecting on the tolerances etc ... that cause plants to flourish or shrivel ... a lot of my plants are from my mum and are my grandmother's plants and even my dead brother's plants ... I thought I was weird ... stubbornly out there doing my thing 

then someone said that Wendy Whitely had a grief garden in Sydney ... mine isnt quite as big as hers ... I have been there and met her ... but it does good in my community .. the kids of the court play in it ... etc