@eudemonism Thanks for saying what your day looks like.  It has a quiet dignity.

I dont mean to repeat myself and go on about my stuff but each time I express it. It helps reduce my screaming rage a little.  I dont mean it as a pure vent but try and relate things so it is a conversation.

@Adek I hope you make the right decision about marriage.  Personally I have needed to be alone for the last 15 years, my cats are the only ones welcome in my bed. When I was married I was big on the family bed and lots of massages and cuddles and snuggles, but it all got too much.

@Vanessa5 I do like your writing and @eudemonism

I liked the Ruby Wax youtubes.  It could be good to post some links on MI and humnour thread. It might get more views that way.

A few of her "lines" are very similar to "lines" I have lived and celebrate. 

LIke finding my tribe in the psyche ward and learning things from my pets.

@Former-Member I did not mean to be rude. I was not upset, just tried to clarify. We have shared so much so far, and I love your posts to others too. Its just that I have feelings about the fact that there has not been a proper diagnosis, so nothing to hide behind and get clear help for, Its usually go away your are doing fine.

Take care everyone.