A not so silent night indeed @Former-Member @Mazarita

I'm sorry to read you are feeling on edge all the time and that memories are haunting you constantly, @Former-Member. I know you feel you aren't much of an existence at the moment but for what it's worth your existence matters to me and I'm sure many others on here too. 

Yes i I think a proper chat would be good. It's funny I was only posting in a thread here today about telling people about our struggles. It's a hard thing and a fine line that's for sure. Im supposed to be going to some semi local races next weekend so hopefully I will chat to him just casually before then and maybe vaguely bring it up when I actually see him. I'm talking to my MH nurse this week so maybe I will bring up the anxiety related to the assault with her too.