Dear @WombatBoots

Wow, thanks for your message......
It's been a rocky road. We started a relationship quickly after I left my darling husband. I feel now, thinking back that I was just really vulnerable. but, I kept on leaving, calling the police...............
But he won't go.
the very difficult thing is that I do not feel safe enough to say......leave me alone, live your life elsewhere. Every time I have done this in the past, he comes back.

I just want to disappear.
restraining orders don't work for someone like me who is too soft and vulnerable .......I don't get hit, I've been yelled at by the police by ' wasting their time.

thanks,
Ps love the message you gave on welcome Wednesday