I know I can’t proper talk to you @Phoenix_Rising but all I can do is tell you what I’m doing. I’m sitting in a very Asian area of MELBOURNE eating chicken and sweet corn soup. It’s comfort food. I sometimes do this because I enjoyed living in China and I get good feelings. I love being surrounded by the hustle and bustle. I have been at my mum’s cooking, cleaning, caring, gardening and sometimes I need to do something for me. Hope you find someone to proper talk to 🙆‍♀️