Trying makes it worse

[TAB]

Hi @EternalFlower hope your weekend goes better. I thought you were worried about 'case manager' ?
Funny how things go. Bit of a nothing day here. Am okay though 😸 thanks for the tag

[EternalFlower]

Hi @TAB good Ur OK but sorry the day was not amazing.

I hate cm so it's good she's away I guess but I can't help but still feel depressed when she calls in sick when we have a meeting, feels bit isolating. 

We have a meeting on Monday with her and the while team, I am curious if she'll show.

But even if she does its OK because they can be witness to her being terrible.. 

What have u got on for the weekend?

We had some wild rain today. 🌧  

[TAB]

Nothing much on here over weekend. Sounds like they are in wrong job. Not your problem @EternalFlower oh. Reminds me supposed to rain all day tomorrow yay . Will try and get a walk in . Hope you get sleep. Gone to bed here

[Eve7]

My footy team won @EternalFlower so I was happy.

For some reason I can’t sleep tonight and I have heaps to do over the weekend.

Hope your weekend is good. 🌛🌸🌺

[EternalFlower]

That's great @Eve7 

[EternalFlower]

Hi everyone, 

3pm and just woke up,

I slept all day because I've been pretty down.

Awful nightmares, too.

I feel un motivated and alone.

I've called lifeline ×2 and found them amazing. 

I am sorting through all my books and trying to give some away to have less stuff

If I move it will be easier.

How are u all?? 💓 

@Eve7 @TAB @Appleblossom @Former-Member @Former-Member @Shaz51 

[Peregrinefalcon]

Hey @EternalFlower 🌻 Just wanted to say how amazing it is that you have been able to reach out when things have been really hard. 

It takes so much courage to reach out in our darkest times 💛 

Hope you are staying warm wherever you are! ❄️ 

[TAB]

Hi @EternalFlower hope things get better for you

[EternalFlower]

hi @Peregrinefalcon 

reaching out is super scary as u never know if it could make it worse, a gamble.

But it often helps.

Tomorrow (monday) is a meeting with my case manager which might be difficult 

I've been feeling so over everything, so down, and really very anxious about big life stuff

I have cptsd....it's rough.

Thank u for replying.

[EternalFlower]

Thanks @TAB 

I hope the week ahead is better

I have tried to do a few things to set me up for  more good than bad this week

I've emailed my dr that I'm really not feeling Safe in myself

I've sent my best friend my safety plan 

I've reached out to lifeline

I've cooked a meal although the it was not awesome. I have hardly any food in the house, honestly just feel like eating a 🍕 or 🎂 or something easy! 

Hope everyone had a good weekend x I hope u are doing OK and feeling happy and well