That is one of the special ways we are all here for each other @Nay69.  When I arrived here I was at the end of my tether, not knowing what else to do with my situation ..... what else I could do with my situation, and there’s not much.  We are in a holding pattern, and every day I have to get up and have a day ..... some of those days are good ..... some are not good ..... and others are “meh” ..... but here I am, and the forums have been invaluable to me.